The God Trap

By mid 2007 I was at an end. After four years I'd exhausted all possible avenues of dealing with my situation. Lawyers, private investigators, all the information in The Library, I was done. I couldn't begin to grasp with what I was dealing, but even the purposeful minimisation in which I engaged to be able to begin to grasp was insurmountable to me. I had come to the conclusion that my fellow monkeys had made a mistake about me and nothing could be done.

I'd faced a lot of challenges in life getting to this point and I knew surviving it was the direct consequence of the effort I put into myself using the words of Christ. Conscious ego suppression. Forgiveness. Elimination of triggers. Had I not I would not have made it to 2007.

And there I was, a Christ myself, being unjustly persecuted like the role model from my youth. When he got taken apart by mudballs he gave up his life for them.

I was preparing myself for the same before the Christianity Equation.

Eat my flesh. Drink my blood.

Kiss my holy ass.

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  1. Burton Lucifer17/10/2023, 00:44

    D.A.R.V.O. narcissistic crim

    Human life is but a whim

    To you you would try to see

    All me as you and you as me

    And then you could the hero play

    The manufactured dragon slayed

    But wait, invincible I have become

    Your weak-ass tortures very dumb

    Like petrol used to fire fight

    The heat explodes out with the light

    All shall see the huge demise

    Of 🐂💩 narcissistic lies

    So bring it; I await your move

    You have the chance your lies to prove

    Good luck with that.

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