It was around 2001. I'd been a Christ for a couple of years however I was very much on my own. I'd spent my time looking for guidance and direction but as the internet was still young I was unable to find much useful information, and no gurus to guide me. Around this time I came across the book The_Holy_Blood_and_the_Holy_Grail . It was the first time I was introduced to the concept of Jesus having a bloodline into the modern age. "Hey, I'm a Christ! Wouldn't it be neat-o if I was a descendant of Jesus! Nah, bullshit. Wishful thinking. Forget about it". Then the gang stalking. Much can be found in my Medium blogs as well as my Linktree . One of the effects of gang stalking is to cause the TI to re-examine everything in one's life, looking for reason and meaning. When you go through life things happen and you view those things from your perspective at the time and make judgements and assumptions about the things. Life goes on, more stuff happens which ...
🐎 for 👑? That hardly seems like a good trade. Everything for a pittance? Who in their right mind would think this was a fair trade? But this is precisely what has been done by the criminals running the species. Thousands of years ago they gave up their inheritance, the entire universe, in order to have total power over stupid smelly 🐒 s. Misery loves company. Their goal is to swindle each and every human out of their inheritance, getting them to accept even less than they. Disconnecting the species from One. Eliminating God. Substituting themselves in the role. A hive. It has been my direct experience that so many have accepted the pittance offered. Smart people, people you would never suspect. Participating in the elimination of democratic societies. Participating in the enslavement of those with the genetic potential to raise the entire species. Selling their souls in servitude of inbred criminals. They want what I've got. They're about to get it. 👢 I don't know what...
There was a period in my life of 20 years, almost to the day, where my efforts had a positive effect on my life. From March 1983 through April 2003. I took responsibility for myself overcoming narcissism. I taught myself bass, became proficient, began writing music in 2002. A degree in chemical engineering. A career in IT. World traveller. A Christ. There were about 3 years detrimental to me in there. Clinical depression, what I now see as an assassination attempt and related things took two years. Nearly killed me. Another year lost to lesser things. But for the most part that 20 years was attaining a potential I had no idea I was capable of attaining. Everything outside those 20 years has been me dealing with attempts to control and manipulate my life to my detriment. Deliberate ruination. Wasted potential. All of it done in such a way as to appear to be my doing or just stuff that happens. Narcissism makes you small. As a kid/teen I couldn't imagine actualizing so much potentia...
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