Illegal Biological Entity

Me. Designated from birth. Those in charge lusting after what I possess and committed to preventing me from accessing it. Wanting to propagate it without my knowledge or understanding.

The narcissism was to contain and finish me. Keep me feeding the false self, disconnected from my inheritance. It should have been a slam dunk. But I found my way over it. I bested it, as a know-nothing kid using Sunday school lessons.

The attempt to breed me failed. The Oedipal attraction was recognised but was ineffectual. I was not going to be controllable via narcissism.

So I was assassinated with extreme depression. I very nearly succumbed. But I overcame that too.

Over the next decade my life was infiltrated with agents of the criminals responsible. Feigning friendship to get close, monitor, and in most cases pull shit after a period of time to destabilize me, test and measure me. I overcame all of that too.

And at this point I was oblivious to the planned undermining. Oblivious to my designation as breeding stock. Not a clue. I had zero understanding of the importance placed upon me.

Then the groundwork was laid for my destruction with psychological warfare. Years of advanced planning, surrounded by enemies, believing I was successfully navigating my own life as control was deftly wrested from me.

By the time I became aware of the campaign against me I'd already lost everything. No roots, no defense. No justification for it. Unexpected, impossible to anticipate.

When the psychological warfare failed to produce the desired results seriously advanced remote torture weapons were used to provoke responses that would have otherwise been impossible to elicit from me.

53 years. I have been denied my human rights. I have been utterly violated. My life, everything I achieved, stolen from me. Tortured for decades. Slavery, bondage. Made to appear insane. Death would have been far more preferable than the life I have been forced to endure for the last two decades.

The intent was to heap shit upon me in such a way that I would have been left responsible for it, self crippled and incapable of accessing my inheritance. When that wasn't going to work the cheating lying thieving murdering criminal fucks stole everything and punished me for daring to better myself and prepare myself to access my inheritance.

The injustice. The abject betrayal of everything that matters. All law, all morality. And the premeditation. The years, decades of advanced planning to be able to execute these absolute crimes against me with impunity. And the buy in. So many people dedicating so much of their lives to be able to collectively ruin mine across decades.

This isn't "boo hoo life isn't fair". I was highly prepared for all of life's *normal* unfairness. In overcoming all the traps laid for me I had developed myself to a degree that too few others ever get close. Virtually no one could have survived the pitfalls I navigated successfully. My first three decades were heavily weighted against me. I shouldered it all.

It was all stolen from me. My past, everything I earned, my potential, all done in such a way as to be invisible and force all consequences of the illegal criminal activities on me.

All this is intolerably bad enough. But to defend myself, be given the keys to disarming the Christian religion in response to the absolute crime against me, and to have it ignored while tortured incessantly? My God, I'm a Christ. I broke the bible. The forces of the Anti Christ have been destroying me for decades. To have provided help to all Christians by One in my defence, and to have it discounted? To endure 15 additional years of torture?

And even now, it continues. The dedication to erasing everything about me is total. No logic, no fact, no morality, no legality has any sway in this. Insanity. And the crims painted me insane...

Everyone not involved in the crimes against my existence is either too absorbed with their own problems or too busy watching reality TV and sharing selfies on Facebook to give a shit.

So I've got to deal with this all by myself. Deal with the fact that the best years of my life were criminally ruined. Deal with the fact that nobody gives a shit. Deal with the incessant torture that only increases the more I struggle for justice.

And oh yeah, fix all human problems in the world today caused by the inbred criminals responsible for my situation.

A greater man than I would not be bitter.

I dare you to find one.