Fruits of the Spirit
The information I obtained at my gnosis was almost entirely theoretical. I have compared the experience to the equivalent of two terms of a course in university. There were some practical aspects to the understanding however I had it mostly covered already.
There was nothing like "now poke your eye and say 'poofballs' backwards and your brain will get bigger". Nothing extra, no practical advantage or control of the experience above and beyond normalcy.
But then after 3.5 years after my gnosis I discovered I could write music. I had tried when I was younger but while I've always had a talent for lyrics I had no ability in writing music. Suddenly, I did. It's not Mozart, but it ain't bad. In the span of a few months I had amassed a repertoire of songs. Here is one of them:
Listen to Before by Burton Lucifer 😈👑 on #SoundCloud
This was the first concrete measurable consequence (aside from considerable internal stuff) I could trace back to my gnosis. I was still years away from believing it fully, but this evidence certainly didn't reduce the possibility that I was seeing true.
From my perspective back then this would have been an ideal life for me:
Play gigs on the weekend, a jam or two during the week. Covers, originals, I don't care. For the rest of my life. If a record deal or two magically happened then even better. Throw in cool people, hot chicks and some weed and that pretty much defines the parameters.
Modest.
But now with the benefit of hindsight I believe my potential was much, much greater. Think "Bill & Ted". World changing, historical music.
I had zero expectations of such ability back in 2003. I was just a guy with an understanding of the universe. But since then, as another practical consequence of my gnosis in response to the criminal actions taken against me I broke the bible and purified Christianity. With a few other ancillary accomplishments too.
I didn't know I could do stuff like that. But I do now.
My enemies have always known.
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