I could forgive anything

Back in 2003. With all the work I'd done on myself over two decades and the experiences that I had there was no situation I could imagine that I could not forgive. No slight against me that I could not overlook. I had taken my Sunday school lessons to heart and had become a person who strove to emulate Christ. Who was a Christ.

I could never have imagined the actions taken against me.

Protracted psychological and physical torture. Decades of constant underlying terror. Dehumanisation. The slow methodical unstoppable demolition of a life. The attacks on the mind. The attacks on the soul. Stealing my potential, erasing my accomplishments.

Death would have been more humane. 20 years incarceration would have been preferable.

What was done to me was orders of magnitude worse than the treatment rapists and murderers get.

For being a Christ.

I couldn't have imagined such action being taken against anyone, let alone me. I tried very hard to be one of the good guys, with significant success.

That was my crime.

I now have found something that I cannot forgive. I will not forgive.

You will pay. You will all pay.

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