Me, everywhere.





Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Practicality

I remember getting up at 4am in the early 80s to watch the royal wedding. It was the first time I paid attention to the royals. Even as a kid I saw the monarchy as having little to no practical value. Sure, there were fundraisers and charities and such, but the pomp and ceremony and shiny pieces of dirt...it seemed to me to be all show and no substance. No longer did the royals govern. We were in an age of enlightenment. People were given the rights and freedoms to rule themselves many years ago. Slightly more useful than an appendix. "Tits on a bull". An anachronism from humanity's days living in ignorance and darkness. And what was up with all that  inbreeding ? Centuries, millenia of it. King Tut had numerous genetic defects from sister cousin lovin', and it wasn't a new thing then. Sure nothing was known about genetics, but after a few centuries of physical defects, insanity, all the negative outcomes of inbreeding one would expect that doing one's own Mom...
Read more

Bloodlines

It was around 2001. I'd been a Christ for a couple of years however I was very much on my own. I'd spent my time looking for guidance and direction but as the internet was still young I was unable to find much useful information, and no gurus to guide me. Around this time I came across the book  The_Holy_Blood_and_the_Holy_Grail . It was the first time I was introduced to the concept of Jesus having a bloodline into the modern age. "Hey, I'm a Christ! Wouldn't it be neat-o if I was a descendant of Jesus! Nah, bullshit. Wishful thinking. Forget about it". Then the gang stalking. Much can be found in my  Medium blogs  as well as my  Linktree . One of the effects of gang stalking is to cause the TI to re-examine everything in one's life, looking for reason and meaning.  When you go through life things happen and you view those things from your perspective at the time and make judgements and assumptions about the things. Life goes on, more stuff happens which ...
Read more

Wasted Potential

There was a period in my life of 20 years, almost to the day, where my efforts had a positive effect on my life. From March 1983 through April 2003.  I took responsibility for myself overcoming narcissism. I taught myself bass, became proficient, began writing music in 2002. A degree in chemical engineering. A career in IT. World traveller. A Christ. There were about 3 years detrimental to me in there. Clinical depression, what I now see as an assassination attempt and related things took two years. Nearly killed me. Another year lost to lesser things. But for the most part that 20 years was attaining a potential I had no idea I was capable of attaining. Everything outside those 20 years has been me dealing with attempts to control and manipulate my life to my detriment. Deliberate ruination. Wasted potential. All of it done in such a way as to appear to be my doing or just stuff that happens. Narcissism makes you small. As a kid/teen I couldn't imagine actualizing so much potentia...
Read more